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I don't want to write this. I'm in tears while saying all these. Yeah ik i said i shouldn't mix how i am with people because of my life, it may impact but its my responsibility of how i react and behave since i am an adult. I still understand others situation and i try my best to know them closely just to understand better. My current friend who is like the brother i never had is all for me. We know eachother and trust eachother a lot. Yeah we messed up a few times then still made up like good friends. We laugh and cry together and mess around like best buds. Ik the Situations i heard is over are just done in words. I went out of it, they didn't. Sometimes i feel like i should say everything i didn't say and should've said. To the previous matter and current matter. The reason behind all of this is only 1 person. I have started to hate that person from the depth of my soul rn, i had forgiven but unfortunately since i couldn't make my heart a stone, i still feel pain by it. Had i done soo wrong by venting out my pain only about my life in my page that it hurt my friend? She before asking me to put a warning on it, told everyone she knew about it. Then me asking my bud if it was that pathetic that she started panicking? She went bonkers..said i betrayed her by saying just that. Left me blocked soon although i apologised for such minor thing. Yes my bud went on both sides to keep both sides and not to feel like he's the wrong one, he didn't understand it soo well. It escalated to the point i found out she claims i used her. That one word just broke me. Then she came to my posts saying i should stop throwing fist on her and grow up and respect her, she had already blocked me, unfollowed me and still said it. I told her not to talk to such disrespectful person again. Yes she came to talk things out but i was shattered. I didn't talk. Then one by one i found out every single way she back stabbed me. Promised broke the next day, girl code? Right away i still made last Using the Oc i made with her and my other friend. Admitted my wrong doings and wished her a happy life with whom she has. I only posted after i found out everything, till then it was only between me and the 2 of them. But an entire month after, when i saw her arts on my search bar while collecting arts for edit with friends, i saw their ocs together so i asked my bud if they were shipping their ocs. He said no they're just besties that's why. I went back and he innocently told her. She went bonkers again. That i am stalking her and that she's uncomfortable with and she has to have a talk with me. My senses left my body. My bud kept apologising and she? Blocked me through both her account. I already told this story. Then after my bud was hit back by taking both sides he stopped. We came in a peace i mean, me and him not her. She went ahead to get my previous friends that i had a huge chaos with and made them stalk me and tbh, ruin my connection with my bud. Yeah admit my bud didn't do the right thing and we had a huge fight with him but, we still made up. Now the question is, who is wrong? I am probably. But I'm not alone. Ik if i talk to these people i might be able calm it down but my heart shattered completely. I am being framed to be someone else aswell who is bothering others..haha my friendship with my bud almost ended today. It took a lot for me to prove everything. Now what fate holds for me is what would happen. But, if my friendship breaks because of these, because of the 2 people who can't let go of anythin and look at themselves and move on although it had passed months we declared that it's over. I swear, i would burn it all down. No matter who says what ik who i am and what i did. If i did wrong I'd pay for it and if did good I'd get my reward too. Same for them aswell. Specially because ik what she said about the same people she teamed up with. I can't believe how 2 faced someone could be. I'm glad i didn't go behind back and ruined her connection With everyone else. I had asked both of them, since both were my friends, that if if they don't trust me and think I'm wrong and all, they should say it to my face and leave me. Plus if i ever did anything wrong or made them uncomfortable they shouldn't make peace with it and handle it with me. One left, left for good, should stay that way then if this escalates any further. I am not gonna sit and watch. Ik how to handle my relations and how to keep them but it is not not my responsibility how who feels what against me and by seeing what i say. If you respect yourself, you wouldn't deal with me to humiliate yourself and live peacefully on your own, ruining your own stability for something that has nothing to do with you and just overthinking to the point you harm others, is sincerely childish. Be mature before asking me to be mature. I hope this message reaches whom i wrote it for and if their reputation matter enough they should at least stop cuz if they do, i would too. Thank you