Peace Hopefully

The situation looks like went down although i still feel like i should be there to say it face to face but, they don't want so here i am. If they meant when they said that they'd make peace, they don't hate me and that they'd think and get evidence before claiming something and the other one that i an truly her friend and she'd keep it cool. Then why am i being accused? For speaking up after every damage? Then that i am harassing them and could do worse? If my intentions were that clear i wouldn't stalk with my og account like a 9 years old and tell my friend would i? Would i censor their names for months? Would i wish them happy life? Would i just move on or like them, gather everyone and say one side story to each then team up with their old ex friends and make a chaos to ruin their current relationships? Ik i a lot but did i go door to door and say what i have been informed about them? I didn't stop talking to her because of what only done to me. If someone can be nice in front and say shit in back for others, they can about me too. That's exactly what happened. I'm glad that i walked out and there are billion people in world and each is different. Holding grudge over what one did to or how you feel about a person and living by that forever and harming themselves and others is not healthy now is it? If u choose to let go, then you trust yourself to be brave and strong enough to face things better next time not distrust the entire humanity and hate that one person. Specially when they are put of your life and if you say they don't matter, then make your heart believe it too. Yeah it takes time and courage but at least don't drill their lives just because u heard a one sided story. Sigh...no i wouldn't stop being myself and doing what i do cuz some people have too much time to overthink and accuse others to heal their insecurities. Look at yourself and see others as humans too. I hope this is the last time i ever have to mention these and i can just, live on an them too. Goodluck everyone.