Recollection 1

You'd probably see this on my birthday if you are checking that day. When i first met him, he was like a pure innocent soul to me. Someone who has been spared by the cruel world or something. Someone who doesn't understand simple things of life. That personality of him, with his gentleman behavior and positive vibes, made me fall for him really fast. We got together and really became close in no time. We were soo similar and understanding to our state that it felt like we were just twins, separated at birth. He useto hear every cry, whine and things i had to say. He'd take me in his arms and comfort me in ways no one did. His voice always felt so soothing for me that whenever i could I'd ask him to send me those. Staring at his eyes felt like all my issues and uncleared drama was gone. Personally he was creative sweetheart. A baby that anyone would want to cuddle. I like being the little kawai princess but also the Queen in situations so, adapting wasn't a big deal. He really wanted someone he could ne himself with. Someone who would see him for who he is rather than who they want him to be. He was the reason how i learned boys issues personally. I'd ask him a billion questions and he'd answer them all happily. He's a medical student and i am a Arts Student. Every health issues, every concern I'd just go to my mini doc. Tho he scared me- I was the dramatic + crazy stupid teenager and he was the Sensitive + Crazy grumpy young adult. So we fought about the smallest thing like why u said this, why didn't u do this blah blah then part ways and say goodbye. HAHAHA..he's a newbie but i had already dated 18 guys before him yet i was very good and very bad at the same time. It took long time to stop the fight and mend things with eachother. We both were bad crazy but the moment we were back together, it was like nothing ever happened between us in forever. Every family issues, every feeling issues, every discomfort and every exciting thing was always shared between us. We'd finish our works asap to just sit and talk, say good mornings and goodnights were pathetic tbh. Cuz we could sit and a year could pass by We'd never get bored. We'd cry if we couldn't talk one day. We were so in love. I remember how he had the courage to protect me from his family then making sure his family and friends find out that he has a gf. Then tell he how he'd fight with people whoever hurts me. The first time we called was before valentines. We were so shy that we just kept staring at eachother hiding our mouths and no words cuz we had people nearby. How I'd jump in his arms screaming in joy cuz he was back from college. How I'd melt when he'd call me Dear abd Shona. How he'd call me a special bond and make things for me with real efforts even in words. How he'd just love and melt in my arms when I'd brush his hair and cuddle. We never met in person but, every kiss, hug and comfort felt like everything we ever needed cuz we both come from families that never understands us or accepts us for who we are. We just try to fit in cuz we have no choice, we're dependent on them. Middle class Asian kids life yk..