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私は何者だったのだろう?私は何者なのだろう?私は何者になるのだろう?人生のうちの段階進行とされるものの一つを経た今、私はどのような存在なのだろう?抑圧のなかで楽しみを見出すことに生きがいを見出してきたこれまでに比べ、今は抑圧がない状況に良くも悪くも目眩がする。誰も私を見ないが、同時に誰もが私を見ている。それは私の望んだ見られ方であると同時に、私の望まない形としても私を見ている。私は様々な顔を持ち、様々な言葉を使い、様々なキャラクターとして同時に存在するが、人の目がないときの私というのも存在すると実感している。私は何をしていたのだろうか?私は何をしているのだろうか?私は何をするのだろうか?今この場で私に求められていることがある一方で、私が求めてやまないこともある。それらは往々にしてぶつかり合い、泥沼の戦いの末に勝者と敗者を決定づける。私が望むか望まないかにかかわらず。私の世界は狭まっているのか広まっているのかわからない。私が自分の世界をどうしたいのかも定かでない。素の自分のままありのままの生活を送れたらどれだけ心が安らぐだろう!しかしそれを現実が引き留める。私の内省と感性と感覚によって構成された世界を、認識を、私が望んで手に入れたものが否定する。私はどこかで道を誤ったのかもしれないが、この道は正しいものかもしれない。私は好きなときに己の価値観を使い、一般世界の価値観を使うが、果たしてそのどちらもが明確に私のものだと言えるのだろうか?洗脳されたまま生きていくことに抵抗はないが、同時に抵抗がある。あるカプセルを飲むのは嫌ではないが、どうせならもう一方のカプセルも飲んでみたい。なぜ中間が存在しないのか?先の見えない理不尽と向き合い、それをどう飲み込むのか試し続けている、しかし現状では変わらないかもしれないし変わるかもしれない現実を前にして、人が踏んだあとのある野原を見つめている。この道を選んでも選ばなくても、私は生きていけるだろう。しかしどちらも先は遠くて見えない。ああ、理不尽な選択を迫られている気がする。そんな私の形のない心中ですら、この機械に通せば何らかの形を持って現れてしまうのだ。それは面白いと同時に苦しいことだ。一般世界の価値観で作られた機械は、それに迎合しえないこの価値観をどう翻訳するのだろう?そしてそれを見た人は、元の価値観が何であったかを知る由はあるのだろうか?
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