Always a Queen

Update Everything i expected became right. My life did completely changed. Not just life wish but my mind wise too and boldly tbh. Can't believe i calmed down THAT much to the point, i am no longer scared to lose or mess it up anymore. Putting myself before everything. Taking real care of myself from as many angle possible. I hope i would be able to change my way of living soon. I'm expecting some things too and if that happens, your gal would be free from this hell soon. I'd really make sure my family first becomes stable then I'd move and do what i actually want. Since i have been pushed to handle farm, land, field, trees, house leaving studies and everything that made me myself, i don't actually have any good skils but, i am an artist since childhood. Loved arts, designs, songs, sports and an imaginative person so, i think I'd be great if i be partnership with some people and we put together things and i would get back to studies with self study. I don't need to rise to the top in once, but I'd get there at all cost. Enough to just walking in would slap the faces of people who ruined my life for all these years. I would be an independent person most definitely. Thanks for making me strong and giving me a reason to stand up and be strong guys, your words, dedication and love means a everything to me. Love yall, see ya!