Cap8 Streng (11/?) | Oc Lili

The scenery changed, we had returned to the moment where I saw her for the first time with a white wig "Well, the day I met you I planned to go let myself be carried away by the sea water, I even meditated on other options, before meeting you I knew about my weakening in blood, I was afraid of living and pain, but I only met you, I remember that I saw you in the eyes and my world changed, there was something different in you, I became obsessed with you and I changed, I still wanted to live next to my family, I wanted to know what it was like to fall in love, I wanted to live, but it was too late, after that before the year was up I underwent the first chemo, my hair would fall out and I chose a white wig, when I saw it I remembered that I asked you how you would like to have the color of your hair and you chose white, it was perfect for me, I felt blank, I felt that I was empty for not being able to reciprocate my love, but I felt love in the kindness with which you treated me respecting my wish"