Solemn Rain.. Solemn Thoughts

Ryushen: "I've remembered something.. from very long ago. Something I tried to run from.. something I tried to forget.. something I thought I burned away. As they say: 'Out of sight, out of mind'.. that didn't necessarily stay true with me. But how? How could this be? How could something from so long ago, come back to haunt me? How am I to remember what I did to make this occur? The thing in my memory, I mean. They say that smell is the best trigger of memory.. this solemn rain holds nostalgia.. how strange. But why this memory of all ones? Why now? I've experienced many storms before now.. but did those storms mean anything? How funny to think a storm is telling a story. But then again.. all of this world has a story to tell.. even if they can't function as a human. But then.. if I'm not functioning properly.. am I human? What's my story? How did it start and how will it end? I'm scared.. but that's okay.. right? My, I have so many questions.. but who's to answer? Where was I going with this? Does THAT have meaning? Who's to say. All I know is.. I'm not meant of this world. I did something I shouldn't have.. and now I reap what I sow."