Starry

I don't have the mind, soul or energy to fight, discuss or share anything. Specifically when the people wouldn't ever understand or listen in the first place before blaming me. So unless i feel good enough to talk to people i don't need to. Why i didn't like it? I don't have interest or choices ig-? Why don't i just appreciate whatever i have? I can't wish for what i deserve after doing everything for it ig-? Okay then. Blame me. Others are actually innocent. It was me who believed, tried and hoped. I just hate myself for that. I have hundreds of stories, things and billion things to ask but, when my whole existence doesn't matter. Then why would the rest of me? Let this one sided love end today. It's too hard to see the good in bad and reason for bad when no one heard yours. Got a bit more time today but i feel too exhausted to do anything. I'll try to do the skincare at least