character: souryuu_asuka_langley, painterly gothic-moe illustration, rough heavystroke rendering, desaturated monochrome palette, muted accents, intense dim lighting, soft bloom lighting, soft hazey bloom filter, painterly strokey texture, painterly skin rendering, painterly brushwork, mo4, painterly gothic-moe illustration, rough heavystroke rendering, desaturated monochrome palette, muted accents, intense dim lighting, soft bloom lighting, soft hazey bloom filter, painterly strokey texture, painterly skin rendering, painterly brushwork, draw Asuka Langley with brown hair shedding tears while keeping the background and clothing the same, mo4, painterly gothic-moe illustration, rough heavystroke rendering, desaturated monochrome palette, muted accents, intense dim lighting, soft bloom lighting, soft hazey bloom filter, painterly strokey texture, painterly skin rendering, painterly brushwork, the illustration features a girl with long wavy disheveled hair alongside heavy-lidded eyes rendered in a messy scribbled dark texture, she has soft eyelashes alongside streaks of tears running down both cheeks, she wears a dark collared shirt with a sharp triangular sailor-style collar, her face appears doubled in a layered double-exposure composition as if two versions of the same girl overlap and blend together, large thin glowing rings and circular halo shapes encircle and intersect across her face and shoulders, she tilts her head downward in a quiet sorrowful pose as loose strands of hair drift and flow around her, she fills most of the frame in an extreme close-up crop positioned slightly off-center, the illustration has a heavy grainy film-noise filter over it, a dark near-black background with faint scattered light specks and soft smudged shading throughout., mo4, painterly gothic-moe illustration, rough heavystroke rendering, desaturated monochrome palette, muted accents, intense dim lighting, soft bloom lighting, soft hazey bloom filter, painterly strokey texture, painterly skin rendering, painterly brushwork