An Announcement

Ik i haven't been around cuz my health crashed with so much going so i will be back in a few days- sorry for the delay and not replying cuz the app keeps loading too- Overall i am fine. I finally stepped into building myself as the person i always dreamed of becoming. I can see 5 years old me is crying in happiness looking at me. No longer ashamed, embarrassed or guilty for my past and decisions. I forgave myself for not knowing or understand and for not taking better decision cuz, all that made me who i am. All the bad experience made me strong and the good ones made me happy. No longer in the need to have someone to love, talk, care or be there for me. If they are,i am deeply grateful but i am fine without truly now. I found peace in myself so strong that no matter who says, does, tries, shows what, it does not affect me. I feel secure with my own presence instead of insecure. Finally giving love, care, support and more out of fullness, not emptiness and not pulling others to fill my hole but being with those who share their wholesomeness with me. It's really fantastic and crazy like, u just see everything and it all makes sense but doesn't hurt. i fight back, stand my ground and put myself first, I can finally say i truly love myself, would always be there for myself and am ready to face every fight and receive every opportunity this time. This wasn't possible without all of you. I started believing in god from my heart too. I thank him all day and it feels like healing. I'm really grateful for all of you, thank you sooo much for staying with me through my journey and making me myself who is both my child self and my brand new self. Love you all, please take care and be safe. All the best!