I hate everything...

I hate everything... I hate love as it doesn't exist... I should known... My mother was kill in front of me... I was abandoned... Yet again I am abandoned again... Over because Rika with Dale... So I can't have relationship now ... So F*ck my life completely... I hate my life .. I hate everything... Right now... it happens right on today so now I hate this month even more... Thanks... I'm done with love... Because this happened again... First with Christal... Now with her who I thought matter... towards...