OC MANA (DESCRIPTION IN ENGLISH ↓↓↓)

So, it's time to tell you more about Mana. (Mana's personality is not solely based on my own, so don't fully associate her with me 😇) Mana doesn't have a specific age, but she is quite childish, so she can be considered a schoolgirl. Since Mana grew up isolated from others and was raised in a strict environment, she is quite different from other people, which is also the reason for her childishness. Mana has been very intelligent since early childhood, so by the time she reached adolescence, she was not only smarter but also somewhat wiser than her peers. Mana is usually very serious and secretive, but she is also always polite. Mana is very honest and very stubborn, and she never gives up on her goals, even if it means going too far. It can be said that Mana is not capable of love. A person who confesses their love to her is likely to suffer. Ideally, Mana doesn't feel attached to strangers and doesn't fully trust them... Anyone who isn't her family remains an outsider to her. At the same time, Mana isn't a complete misanthrope, as she has a strong bond with her loved ones... She's willing to protect them to the end, and there's even a hint of a yandere personality. Additionally, Mana believes it's her duty to treat children and those who deserve it well. If Mana does love someone, it can only be described as idolatry, and she may experience severe heart problems in the presence of her object of affection. Over time, Mana has become somewhat unstable, which makes her even more like a yandere. In moments of anger, she becomes very strong, so she may not even need a weapon. Mana sometimes experiences terrifying hallucinations or nightmares, but she has become accustomed to them. Despite all this, Mana is quite a depressed and sick girl. Usually calm and silent, she prefers to keep everything to herself. Often she stops feeling like a single whole, not surprising, after all, in fact, several personalities are hidden in her. Mana does not feel like a human. Mana is ill with a terrible disease, which often causes her blood to become infected, or her face to turn into a bloody mess, in which only the eyes and eyebrows can be distinguished. But even when she is healthy, large scars become visible on her face when she is in a state of agitation or simply very worried, which gives her a slightly frightening appearance. Paradoxically, Mana always manages to look beautiful and cute, even when she is ill... she has never needed to use makeup or adorn herself in her life. In addition to her main condition, Mana can get a fatal illness for no reason and recover in a matter of days. This is due to her mental instability. Mana is unaware of the capabilities of her mind, often distorting the reality around her and creating her own. It can be said that her power of thought is her defining characteristic. Mana's childlike nature can manifest itself at any time she desires. As a result, Mana often displays a cheerful and carefree demeanor, resembling a typical child. Due to her mental instability, Mana has a rather complex and dual personality. Characters are often divided into "wolves in sheep's clothing" or "sheep in wolf's clothing," but both options can be applied to Mana. Mana has dark brown, messy hair and bangs that cover her left eye. When she does her hair, it's usually in a low side ponytail. For a more childish version, Mana has straight bangs, two braids, or two ponytails. Mana's eyes are marsh-colored with amber specks. Mana is very pale, short, and thin. She has numerous scars on her arms from various objects, and her arms were once sawn through. Mana constantly gets various scars all over her body because she's not very careful. Mana always wears rather closed clothes: sometimes a regular school uniform, in public she wears inconspicuous dark clothes, and when she is with her family or in nature, she wears cute pink dresses. Her hands are usually bandaged, sometimes the bandages are multicolored. Mana can be in the images of an artist, a schoolgirl, an aristocrat, just a psycho, a yandere, a psychiatrist or an angel. Her parents are former military. Mana doesn't eat much, so she's still short and thin, but she doesn't have anorexia. Mana spends most of her free time drawing or walking through forests and abandoned places, and she likes to watch the stars. Sometimes she just laughs at people, playing psychological games and confusing them. Mana loves art, literature, philosophy, and psychology. Sometimes she looks a bit like an aristocrat. Mana's main weapons are a scythe, an assault rifle, an axe, a sledgehammer, and knives. Mana has a black and white cat that she loves as much as her family, a doll named Lola, and a big stuffed bunny.