"Angel"

I have no idea what I'm doing, my body is numb, I feel higher than usual. Looking down I see a woman, her face doesn't show any emotion, my body wants to attack, I lost control of it before, but now it came back and I stop myself. Watching the sphere sends memories back to my mind. I did all that? I killed them all? How could this be? A tear drops from my eye, lifting my hands I see they are black, something between a liquid and matter state. What have I became? I fall to my knees, nod my head and close my eyes. I catch only a glimpse of the sound, the scythe cutting the air, before all that I see becomes dark completly.