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What is Life?
𝙼𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢
Dance with Life and Death
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Update Still alive unfortunately would be amazing if that wasn't the case but HERE WE ARE.... not even grabbing credits cuz ain't in that condition. Sulking like a drunk man ig- looking like homeless person cuz when i woke up, touched my hair and saw my hands are full. I just broke, plus got periods TOO..sneezed and dying every 10 seconds for hours and this women..always makes sure to treat me 3x worse when I'm sick. Yeah can't grab her WATER BOTTLE, GLASSES, IRON, CLOTHES OR ANYTHING WHILE SITTING DOWN WATCHING HER DAUGHTER EXHAUSTED TO DEATH..who am i kidding, i am never ever gonna believe that i am her DAUGHTER in my entire existence and even with dna proof. Would return tomorrow cuz i am still hating myself in and out for everything and just being pressured for more and this witch even made me cook while dying. Complaining for everything and wouldn't hear 1 single thing i say for what like the 100th time? Woke me up at 5 or 6 to ask it AGAIN cuz she pays 0 attention to what i say. But i must pay 1000% attention to every word she says and remember it till i die. Why am i even writing these instead of my journal? Idk. Feels good ig. Stopped talking to everyone by myself cuz unless "I" check, more than half of my community doesn't even bother to ask or check if i am dead or alive. That's more why i am not around. I need to feel that i am wanted again inside till i am back. I feel drained by it, trying, doing, being there and the moment I'm not, poof! Gone. Everyone has their own lives so bickering would do nothing. If i matter they would still care and come even if I'm not there always, i do it too and i would as long as i can. But i seriously need to stf cuz i am saying too much again. Let it kill me inside, i still shouldn't go around crying cuz i am not senseful or brave to handle my own drama. So apologies but from tomorrow (if I'm alive) I'd try my best to keep things brief unless i am madly dying to vent it out. Fyi, i am still really mad, upset, exhausted and stressed so sorry..see yall tomorrow and stay well okay?
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at viewer, bright cute smile, soft cheerful mood, airy adorable atmosphere, purple-toned
palette,
soft anime face, round head shape, small face proportions, soft jawline, tiny nose
and mouth, fluffy cheeks, minimal facial detail,
large rounded dark purple eyes, simple eye shape, soft irises, clear bright pupils,
minimal eyelashes, innocent sparkling gaze,
fair skin, long straight dark purple hair flowing softly, soft bangs, delicate face-framing
strands, a small fang slightly visible in her smile,
lavender oversized sweatshirt, loose fit, relaxed silhouette, soft fabric folds,
simple cozy styling,
background of only bright sky and fluffy cumulus clouds, soft rounded cloud shapes,
separated clouds, airy cloudscape, clear daylight, soft luminous light, no ground,
no horizon,
soft pastel anime illustration, simplified linework, rounded shapes, minimal rendering,
airy watercolor softness, smooth color blending, subtle highlights, clean uncluttered
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grain surface,soft volumetric shading,diffused ambient light,luminous bloom,loose
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speckle scatter,
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pEoNyoFLoVe, painterly-anime, oil pastel texture, chalky grain surface,
soft volumetric shading, diffused ambient light, luminous bloom, loose gestural
impasto work, cobalt-periwinkle palette, warm pastel tones, soft pastel pink, white
speckle scatter, 1girl, upper body portrait, chest-up, shoulders visible, looking
at viewer, bright cute smile, soft cheerful mood, airy adorable atmosphere, purple-toned
palette,
soft anime face, round head shape, small face proportions, soft jawline, tiny nose
and mouth, fluffy cheeks, minimal facial detail,
large rounded dark purple eyes, simple eye shape, soft irises, clear bright pupils,
minimal eyelashes, innocent sparkling gaze,
fair skin, long straight dark purple hair flowing softly, soft bangs, delicate face-framing
strands, a small fang slightly visible in her smile,
lavender oversized sweatshirt, loose fit, relaxed silhouette, soft fabric folds,
simple cozy styling,
background of only bright sky and fluffy cumulus clouds, soft rounded cloud shapes,
separated clouds, airy cloudscape, clear daylight, soft luminous light, no ground,
no horizon,
soft pastel anime illustration, simplified linework, rounded shapes, minimal rendering,
airy watercolor softness, smooth color blending, subtle highlights, clean uncluttered
composition, high quality,pEoNyoFLoVe,painterly-anime,oil pastel texture,chalky
grain surface,soft volumetric shading,diffused ambient light,luminous bloom,loose
gestural impasto work,cobalt-periwinkle palette,warm pastel tones,soft pastel pink,white
speckle scatter,
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