Thinking out loud: personal matter..

This post isn't for everyone.. It is more for those who know about my situation from last autumn up to this day. Let's begin. I won't go into details, and perhaps this time the "thinking out loud" post will turn out shorter than usual.. Anyway, I have decided to end it with "her" once and for all. I literally provoked "her" into blocking me again on purpose, just to make it easier to put a full stop to this.. It's just.. Yes, I have loved "her" since our school days, but the person she is now is not "her". She has literally made herself into a hypocritical nobody who is painful to look at, while I am growing and becoming "stronger". I have many new friends now, and they wished me a happy birthday in a way I've never been wished before. A lot of people here value me, even though they have never seen me in real life. They simply judge by my words and actions here. All in all, I realized that I will be much better off without the person she is today. I have already overcome the fear of "losing 'her'" because "she" is already gone, and as for what you can see now.. well, I've already talked about that. I will move on with my life and love the girl I once met at school with all my heart and soul, even though I have nothing physical left to remember her by.. Have a great day everyone)