Sign up free, get 10,000 credits
Starter credits added when you sign up.
Sign up and create 8 images for free
Starter credits added when you sign up.
What is Life?
Update.. How am i? In the stage where u hate and question why u even exist and why you even try to live things that is breaking you everyday and just avoiding the truth to not feel more pain. Too much, wayyyy too much. Mother started my morning with yelling and accusations and demanding explanation of things to the point i just stare at her, being disappointed at myself. I have comd allergies so dust, wind and all are just making it 3x worse. LET ME DIE FOR HELL'S SAKE... I need shift everything about me AGAIN..it seems scary but i have no choice. I try, again and again yet, i only get lies, broken promises and more pain to lose the left over crumbs to even fight for it. Yeah it's not worth it. Loving someone knowing how bad it can get and how much i need to endure and give for lies. Yeah I'm sounding hopeless but this heart is just done after a billion tries. I've already lost the will to dress up, call, talk, go out, eat, skincare and much more. I don't even feel like a human. I don't even feel worthy of being one with such low self esteem and such bad mindset. Can't remember anything so i just read my own journals to see. Yeah it's getting worse and worse. Even if i don't get my dream, at least i hope i die in peace. I'm sick of putting up, being there, doing things that aren't my responsibility nor my interest. Putting up and staying shut. What am i scared off? What does she have AGAINST me? If i die rn would any of these matter? I payed back for everything that she did for me with almost 20 years of my life. There's nothing left. I'm traumatized that's all. My mind stops working and my heart starts pounding. I feel like something is coming for me to change things, idk wth it isbut i want to give these 2 like a billion dollars and just LEAVE. Forever and i wouldn't return. I love the land but i am more important than tradition or anything. Holding onto whatever that just hurts me and is killing me, isn't home, love or family. I'm just being delusional. My mind isn't working about I'd get out so, whatever is coming, i hope it's about me getting a way out and freakin leave (Once again so.. sorry.. i am STILL frustrated)
Prompts sind auf PixAI standardmäßig öffentlich, aber Creator können sie bei jedem veröffentlichten Werk verbergen. Der Creator dieses Werks hat sich dafür entschieden – die Wörter, mit denen das Bild generiert wurde, bleiben also privat und nur diese Person kann sie sehen. Sonst ändert sich dadurch nichts: Das Werk bleibt öffentlich, und du kannst es wie gewohnt liken, kommentieren und teilen.
Vom Autor versteckt
Verwendetes Modell und LoRA
Ähnliche Bilder
Mehr anzeigen
Empfohlene Benutzer
Werden dir gefallen
ᯓ★ ⚡ ♡ ᯓ★
(mai)
Winter joy in the snow
FriddaTiss
kyramisu
7
logos
ᯓᯓ 𝙘𝙤𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙞
Hu Tao
KanKan Matcha
Tilith, the Goddess of Magical Star
entrophee_E:
푸른 물결 속의 신비로운 소녀
조개
anime
𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒
miku
𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚒
🧣🚉 🪐 ‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧
(mai)
❄️Lolicia❄️
weirdcore...
ᯓᯓ 𝙘𝙤𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙞
reunited at last
ᯓᯓ 𝙘𝙤𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙞
₊˚⊹♡ 𝗯𝘂𝗻𝗻𝘆 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 ♡⊹˚₊
●♡⃝ 𝓑𝓾𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓵𝔂•ʚїɞ.𝕏𝕠
...
Tofu
5
...
Tofu
2
₊˚ ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ 🍓🍞 ✧
(mai)
character: kaname_madoka_(magical_girl), copyright: mahou_shoujo_madoka_magica
Kaname Madoka from Puella Magi Madoka Magica, pink twin tails tied with deep red ribbons, wearing her iconic magical girl costume, white corset-like bodice with delicate back lacing, voluminous layered white and pale pink ruffled skirt, crimson ribbons flowing loosely around her body, viewed from behind at a three-quarter angle, seated with her back gracefully arched, both arms extending naturally downward behind her back, one hand gently holding the opposite wrist, clearly separated hands, relaxed slender fingers, five distinct fingers on each hand, natural finger spacing, anatomically correct wrists, elegant delicate hands, visible knuckles, softly curved fingers, hands clearly visible against the white skirt, unobstructed hand silhouette, accurate hand anatomy, head tilted far backward, chin raised toward the darkness, face mostly hidden, elegant elongated silhouette, delicate exposed shoulders, soft loose strands of pink hair, dramatic asymmetrical composition, close medium shot, large skirt filling the lower frame, dark almost black background, dramatic directional lighting, pale ivory highlights, muted dusty pink, cold gray shadows, rich crimson accents, strong contrast between luminous fabric and deep darkness, thick impasto oil painting, expressive visible brushstrokes, heavy layered paint, rough palette knife texture, sculptural paint strokes, painterly edges, textured canvas, loose gestural painting, rich tactile surface, dramatic chiaroscuro, melancholic atmosphere, haunting beauty, full bleed composition, edge-to-edge artwork, no borders, no frame, textured illustration, grainy texture, crayon texture, chalky brushwork, impasto strokes, bold color blocking, stylized anime, flat shading, dry brush effect, atmospheric lighting, soft glow highlights, rough painterly anime style, visible textured brushstrokes, heavy impasto texture, scratchy charcoal-like linework, expressive gestural strokes, smudged edges, desaturated base tones with aggressive high-contrast color, sketch style, rough brushstroke
リオ
Sg75
...
Tofu
이름
이름
1
...
Tofu
...
Tofu
2
the ballerina
ᯓᯓ 𝙘𝙤𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛𝙞
Kommentare