Schism

I am peaceful, yet full of rage...I am both creator and destroyer...I am loving, yet ultimately selfish...I am honest, yet deceitful...I am willing to sacrifice much for others, they I am the coward who hides in the shadows...I am full of faith, yet also delve the depths of hopelessness...I am witty and intelligent, yet the vortex of consuming thoughts fractures my mind...I shine my light brightly, yet the darkness within is deeply rooted...There is a SCHISM within me... Therefore I am SCHISM...